Ana Camp Days 6&7

Day 6- 60 calories
Day 7- 10 calories

Forgive my negligence yesterday. I don't really know what happened. Well.. nothing happened. And thus, yesterday went fantastic as I didnt eat anything really. For a lot of these under-100-calorie days, I just fast. I dont know why :( I suck at ABC diets.
I bet you're wondering what happened at Dream Boy's party. It was actually pretty lame until I met one 20 year old guy amongst the sea of teenagers looking to get drunk. He was very nice and tall and awkward and he appreciates my weirdness, which I quite like. I spent some time talking to him and then at the end of the night, Mr. Perfect gave me a hug and said "text me tomorrow." I was like F'CKYEEAAAHHHHH.
I haven't really been paying attention to my eating.. But that's because I haven't really eaten anything so there's nothing to record or stress over or purge. It's quite nice, starving. Nothing to worry about. Nothing to blame yourself for. Nothing to make you dirty, or evil, or fat. No stress. The real "stress" of my eating disorder only comes when I try to eat. When I try to not worry, when I try not to starve. That's when I start freaking out and I get major anxiety.
So, question of the day, or should I say the last two days, for the two of you that read this blog:
When you guys have boyfriends or girlfriends, how do you tell them about your fears of gaining weight? How do you explain yourself when you don't eat the pasta on your date, or you don't touch the popcorn at the movies? Do you tell them about your ED? Or do you try to play it off and hide it like you did from your parents? I'm just wondering because I have a small feeling I might start dating soon, and I don't know exactly how to approach it. I HATE telling people because they always think they're the ones that are going to change your mind and your entire perception of yourself. Like, theyre gonna cure your mind and make Ana go away.
So... if I do get a boyfriend, like a serious one, when should I tell him? When he asks to go steady? Or when he notices I'm not eating? Or should I just try to deny it if he says something? I don't know. Maybe he wont notice... I'm too fat to have an eating disorder anyway.
#Ohmygodbitchjustshutthefuckup. I know. I shouldn't say that. I'm not too fat to have an eating disorder, no one is. Like my jab to Demi Lovato: I apologize. I'm not taking it back. But I do apologize. If I saw my picture on a blog saying "I don't see why she says she has an ED she's too fat for one." I'd be like WUDJU SAY BITCHH?! so.. sorry, Demi. Love you, girl.

**EDIT: oohhshit. I'm sorry so I'm thinking about posting a progress pic on the 15th or 16th because it's half-way through the month and all soooo... Yeah.. might not be much of a difference buuuuttt fuck yo shit.