I'm horrid at this. Binged and purged on tuna salad in a tortilla. Plus I had a vanilla chai frap this morning. I need to start writing these caloric limits on my hand. So today's a fail, as was yesterday. But tomorrow is a new day!!
Ugh, this is so embarassing, dear ones. I need to be skinny for this totally gorgeous boy that suddenly wants my nuts. I need to be 115 for him. He's beautiful. No one I see myself dating, but gorgeous anyway. Stop eating, Ellie!! This camp doesn't have time for FATTIES!! Every one else here is doing fine and you're FAILING. How embarassing. To be the only one in all of Ana Camp to FAIL at actually being Ana. You get one more chance or I'll kick you out, because you're not ready.
So anyway. I need school to start. Not eating is so fucking much easier when I'm in school.
I need a cigarette.
Sorry for the short-ass post.
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