Ana Survey.

Watching America's Next Top Model for incredible thinspo. If you want some incredible thinspo, you should click on that "My Thinspiration." tag up there. Thanks.
So browsing through Tumblr, I've noticed a lot of girls doing these Ana Surveys, and I'm bored as fuck so, Ima do one. K.

Current Weight: 121.4 pounds.
Highest Weight: 149 pounds.
Lowest Weight: 121.4 pounds.
Goal Weight: There's a bunch but I really want to be 115 soon.

Favorite Binge Food? Oh heavens, anything fattening. Anything sweet and sticky and yummy and crunchy. Basic bulimic binge foods: cupcakes, chips, chocolate, candy, ice cream (I actually enjoy purging icecream. I know that's bad, but idk.. it's fun to me.) pizza is INCREDIBLE. cookies mmmm. cheese.. ugh this is bad.
Favorite Exercise? Just simple calisthenics. Im not much of an over-exerciser to be honest.

What Makes You Slip Up? Really good food that other people are expecting me to eat.

What Makes You Strong? When I think about being my goal weight. And when I see a lower number in the morning.
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? On a fast day, I won't go over 100. But on non-fasting days, over 500 scares me.

What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? Some one who's come a long way, and still has far to go. Some one who's getting happier everyday.

Are You In A Relationship?  No. I've never been in one.

Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? Before this started, I was definately the fat one. But I'm actually skinnier than my best friend now. That makes me SO happy because I stopped eating because I wanted to look like her.
Are You Depressed? No, I don't think I'm despressed. Just very lonely.

Ever Been To A Psychologist? Yes, I have.

Are You On Any Medication? multivitamins? I take biotin for my hair?
I AM -
[] anorexic
[x] ednos
[] bulimic (I have bulimic tendencies...)
[x] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[x] thirsty
[x] drinking something
[] eating something
[] under 100lbs
[x] starving myself
[x] participating in a fast
[x] vegan(trying to be)
[] losing weight healthily

PEOPLE -
[x] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[x] say I’m skinny
[] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[] spread rumors about me
[x] force me to eat
[] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
[x] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have tried to stop me

I WISH -
[x] I was thin
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100lb
[x] I could avoid food
[] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was prettier
[x] I could stop being ana/mia
[x] I had a boy/girlfriend
[] I could disappear

I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference
[x] shaking
[x] being weak
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

I HATE -
[] when people stare
[x] being asked questions
[x] having to eat
[x] being single
[] wearing short skirts
[x] being/feeling fat
[x] looking ugly
[x] feeling this way
[] fat people. Are you kidding? I hate skinny bitches.

I NEED -
[x] more support
[x] people to stay out of my business
[x] more friends
[x] someone to know
[x] less food
[x] more water
[x] a gym membership
[] to lose 50 lbs
[x] to lose 30 lbs
[x] to lose 10lbs